I can’t even say how much I love the show Sex and the City, I rewatched all the episode this past summer. I adored New York, I envied the lifestyles they had, and I somehow set my goal to be one of them.
Dazzling, this is the word I give to New York. But in the midst of all the fun and playing, they can not get rid of the loneliness. Changing partners day after day, we lost the sense of stability. We forgot what love was, and what it was to be like to have the one.
People go to New York to fall in love. Is that true? Just in a matter of few weeks, my heart is not so certain about the future anymore. I admit I love having fun, but at the same time I long for the inner stability where one guy can provide. Perhaps I’m tired of searching, perhaps I just want a long term relationship, perhaps God is working to change my heart. I am, by no means, wild. I dispise loneliness. I long to be embraced and to be loved.
