where?

I failed, more than just an exam, it is the beginning of the failure of my life. I don’t know where to go, whom to turn to anymore. I’ve never studied this hard, prayed this diligently, and had so much peace before I entered into an exam. But look at me now, broken and unfixable. there’s something that only happnes once, well this exam is obviously is.

Days before the exam, God showed me this verse in Joshua. “Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified, do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go.” What an glorious promise. The Lord is saying, my beloved, do not be worried, stressed out or confused, lift your spirit up for I shall lead your path, I will carry you through. Am I wrong? Or has God failed at what He promised?

I’ve never felt so discouraged than what I am feeling at this moment. I see no hope, no future, no NOTHING!

My mother is ignorant!!!

I can not believe my mother is so ignorant. I can’t believe an educated person can be SOOOOO arrogant. I am totally ashamed of her. The fact that she’s awared of her ignorance, yet has done nothing to it really bothered me. It’s so frustrated to tell her that there are things any normal person should know. She couldn’t understand nor grasp this concept. I would consider this a failure in life.  I have no idea where all her brain cells went, seriously.